WW20: Lair of the Lurkers

[Qgqqqqq]

I'm really sorry about that post serdoa
It came at a really frustrating time for me, and your previous post seemed like you were just ignoring me and I was going to get lybched for no reason (+ a really bad day) meant that I just couldn't respond to you and lashed out.

[Ryan]

@lewwyn , bigger and Serdoa.

In no way did anything I do this game was intended as an attack on you as people. Serdoa I respect as a player and if you read scum thread I wanted to kill you because of that respect. Lewwyn you to , why would I attack and keep you off focus. The one person that I took to a level that I should have never went there was bigger. I am so sorry about that. I swear, nothing I did this was to abuse you as people. You taught me that as scum I need to play like I am town exactly and lie to get what I want done to win. If it weren't for your advice I would have died day 1 really

[Ryan]

And you guys are taking this in a way that I don't understand. I played the part of a guy who doesn't like to be ignored and gets offended easily. How did I label any of you as bad people ?

[Ryan]

To be even more truthful, I did feel ignored from you Bigger , the accusations I did versus you in my mind were good and you just dismissed them because they were from me. For Serdoa I felt sad that I though lewwyn was the sk kept pushing the case and everyone gave you the credit for it. For Lewwyn , I did feel offended when you insulted me in the end.

All that I did was scum hunt the sk, the way I would have done if I wasn't scum. I just can't understand HOW my actions attacked you as people.

[Jkaen]

Ryan,

It was all the swearing f that f this etc that made me not enjoy parts of the game. You played the part well. I just hated the part and will probably try to get it policy lynched if it happens next game I am in

[uberfish]

It's important to realize that this is a role playing game and shouldnt be taken too personally. That said, I agree the personal attacks could be toned down

[Serdoa]

Nah Ryan, I think for Bigger it was the point when he has called "mean" in the lurker-thread for - I believe - engaging with you. And for me it is nothing you did. Also Q, that is fine, I am not hurt by that, I can lash out as well, maybe with less x-rated words though For me it is more what was said here than that you called me moronic asshole. It is that no one stepped up for me in that situation that hurt me, people just kept stating that I am the bad guy. Thats not very fun - but again, not your fault, nor Ryans.

[Gaspar]

Sorry if I perpetuated some of what seems to be making everyone feel terrible about the community/themselves/etc in this thread by my comments. I certainly didn't parse my words carefully as I was a dead player and I'm frankly a little surprised that of all the anger that got thrown out there my mean comment seems to have struck such a chord. But regardless, I wasn't trying to make any value judgements on who anyone is as a person, I was simply commenting on what I felt was over the top in the game thread.

Serdoa - I think you are a bit too sensitive but I think everyone here would say you are an excellent player and a highly valued member of the community. I also don't think that anyone would disagree that some of the stuff that got spewed at you over the course of the game is over the top.

I think I'll just say I agree with what uber just said 100% and that its probably time for me to stop talking about this game that for all intents and purposes, I didn't really even play in. Again, I apologize for anyone hurt or upset by anything I said.

[BRickAstley]

I think we can all benefit from the Very Very Sorry Song, just substitute WW in there somehow.

[Ryan]

What Rowain said ,about 2 weeks of no WW, is a good idea. Also the days were really long and instead of helping in discussion , made people more invested emotionally.